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Hematohidrosis

by Travesty Of Mankind

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Fire Inside my eyes I can feel the miraculous pain Can you see that my heart has just become CALLUSED My heart has been swallowed By A Blackened hollow creature STONED Off meth and anxiety She wont Ever stop crying I will smash every fucking word you laugh and play With my broken hands I will tear you into pieces My forgiveness is nothing to take advantage of Even when it shows as my biggest weakness AGH I take your flesh I eat it up Is this what you fucking want Take a breath for the last time Self defense isn’t a fucking crime It always comes back to this thought I wish had never been redeemed It feels the whole entire world Will never understand the cost Before it’s too late
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It’s been far too long It’s been far too long for me not to see this I could never feel the love of progress in me unless I gave it all away I’m not good enough to be me it always seemed I’ve always credited the ones who held me back I was far too blinded by the emotions to see the damage that was being done to me It’s a fucking joke the way we try to feel any sort of comfort in horrible situations I need the fucking drugs, I need the fucking drugs Give me the antidote before I die of cardiac suffocation I need the fucking drugs, I need the fucking drugs I don’t know why we need a fucking reason to live our own life with faith The skepticism of one’s own ability is deceiving to your Earthly eyes I know it’s the truth for me and you. This is what we were made to do. The black hole consumes, your soul, the way you live your life. I lost the pain of disappointment when I rewarded myself with a smile The weight is all on me and that’s the way it should be That's the only way I’ll feel anything anyways With a weight on my back far too heavy to hold for long BlEgh I am the imposter, I am the disease I’m what makes you stronger, I’m what brings you to your knees You take what you can get, I give it all for free A life of greed, is not a life that I would like to be A life with God is all that I need I do not doubt him for I know he’s there Outside watching in a way we can’t understand You’re not so useless, You’re not so useless after all.
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I like staring off into space Literally Look down at the crowds before me I can't breath They looked to me and smiled The distant world Senior Award day I didn't dress up fancy I will never glamorize myself To fit the room These high intentions Are too much to handle For me At times But I'm only pushing myself Over anyone else It's a lonely feeling But I stay high When I talk to your faces You're looking at a dead man So when you're speaking to me Remember that what's happening In my head is not what it seems like Another world has been introduced It's made my life feel like it's used Dried out of any joy Metaphorical diamonds are toys I will never know success Not truly Not to me Until I leave the earth Completely
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Ill admit that I have nothing to say about the way that the Earth spins on it’s axis But one thing I do know that you’ve watched me grow into this tree Among the forests I sat quietly Waiting for God to give me the signal So the forest, alive, mocked me, dead There would be a time to arise, now I bow to the maker before this world Now, brothers and sisters, this is the time This is the light we have been living to see This is the light we have been living to see (Christian Berkley Guest Spot) Ignoring the hatred of the lifeless While we crush their resources to a pulp This is no ordinary responsibility for us Destruction to save the rest from destruction Take it to the next level to find our life
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My anxiety Has been giving me anxiety The past never fails to rot my mind I think about thinking all the time Furious structure that stands over me Angry with height and authority My soul roams inside aimlessly My body can't enter the minority My body can't enter the minority The way we look around the fence Hoping for a gate or a door to be Somewhere along the lines of conformity There's still a distance to be made Before we can be Something we were meant to see The future has a place for you No matter the unconditional love that grew For something you hold on to In the past Forever sitting around smoking grass Forever sitting around smoking grass
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All of the barriers of consciousness Are dead forever I am considered insane New ways New colors Infinity Breath into me Life is only an illusion The body is beyond a gift I care not for the Earthly Possessions that hold me down I’ve let it all go away And reshape back into me I came out only to realise I was built to last forever I promise you my heart I will never let you leave me And forever you shall stay with me
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about

9 Tracks of whatever this stuff is.
Drums were recorded in my basement back at home.
Everything else was recorded in my dorm at UNCG.

credits

released March 24, 2017

Label: Mortuus Music
Mixing: Darryn Palmer
Mastering: Darryn Palmer
Artwork: Zack Glaeser
Guitars: Zack Glaeser
Bass: Zack Glaeser
Vocals: Zack Glaeser
Drums: Zack Glaeser
Electronics: Zack Glaeser
Writing: Zack Glaeser

Special thanks to...
Lysergic acid diethylamide, Lisdexamfetamine, Canabis, any and all things SUS.

My Homies...
Jesus Christ, Ant Council, Griffin Daniels, Colton Steele, David Lavey, Daniel Ervin, Tyler Johnson, Kurt Donahue, Hailee Anderson, Kasey Frye, Carly Robar, Cindy Weissing, Ian Browning, AJ, DC, Darryn Palmer, Noel Ruiz, Kenzer Avis, Christian Berkley, Tomo Kinoshita, Alex Ives, Wes Fancis, Nickk Stuart, Cody Johnson, Bryon Johnson, Andrew Blum (RIP buddy), Kristen Glaeser, Mom, Dad, Roberto Granados, Austin Anker, David Angle, Marshall White, Ian Rierson, Josh Rierson, Zach English, Vyom Nautiyal, Tres Duran, Morgan Glass, Ben Duerr, Will Xantana, Cesar Palacios, Zach Baranes, Dimitri Enrique, Cameron Price, Chayse Mortag, Jebadiah Michael, Nicolas DeChurch, Tim Pavlik, Mary Shepherd, Nicholas Forrester, Eli Andrew Vincent, Ashley, Rob, Nic Statham, Justin Sayne McNeil, Brandon Cash, Max Julian Eastman, Nick Mills, Ricky Witte, Trevin Moulton, Mikey Rojas, Colson Enderby, Darrin Gould, and every Travesty Of Mankind fan or friend out there.

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